hey whats up hopefully no one has to deal with as much bullshit as what me and a couple of my friends its bullshit how some ppl can lie about everything and get away with it ashley and amber know what i'm talkin about but other than that ve been doing great a little confusing but great i'm trying to find something to do tonight but i'm doughting that that is going to happen so yea i figured i would update i will talk to you guys later

                                                                      Blaine

well lets see this weekend started out great until i woke up saterday morning which is a long ass story to tell so lets just say i'm pissed at someone and i give up on anouther person because its not worth the shit since they think i cheated on them when they broke up with me the day before but i'm not gonna get into that well gtg update later

                            Blaine

well taday was interesting it pretty much sucked i got 2 hang out with some ppl i didn't see over break which was cool just alot of bullshit going on girls just confuse me well lets say 1 girl confuses me no matter what i do it seems like it dosent matter but yea i don't feel like getting into that alls i can say is that i love you and you know who you are um lets see i got home from school and chase was here and he like walked up 2 me and litterally started crying and he gave me a hug and told me what had just happened 2 him which sux him and tara broke up so i am stuck in the middle of this one i love chase to death he is like my brother and i love tara she looks after me no matter what is going on so i am trying to settle those 2 down apparently it was a huge fight and they both are just tired of the shit so yea i have been on the phone with tara all day and still am and freakin lea keeps callin me so i have to deal with that drama she dosent get that i love someone else so yea she is about as thick headed as i am so it could take years lol well i have to go help tara some more i will ttyal

                              Blaine

well this is what has been going on in my life i have figured out that 99% of the girls in the world pretty much suck and just cause drama i guess that is y there is always that one girl that amazes you no matter what happens you can't stop thinking about her and you would do anything for her that is in your power i have known mine for almost 1 year... moving on i am sick of driving and my parents are going to make me get my licence sometime soon... i have started bowling again which is pretty much the only way i can relax and just think i have been going out alot thank god i cant stand this hell whole of a house its bullshit my brother is fuckin retarded and has like 4 friends no1 likes him and he asks me y everyone tells him to get lost well duh lol but i can't complain about alex yet he is to much like me i sometimes think he looks up 2 me to much i do whatever i can to protect him from some of the drinking and other stuff i do because i never want him getting into that i wish i never got into it but yea shit happens right? my mom i love her to death and i do everything i can for her her ms is getting worse you can see it but she won't let you know that and her back is still giving her problems so that really sux... lets see my step dad well hell he was the only father that i have ever really had so i will just call him my dad me and him are finally really getting along it helps that i have been helping him work on cars and stuff like that i guess cuz of my age we are getting along we used to hate each other but i'm glade that changed bcause we have alot of fun know doiing different things well i could write more but i don't feel like talking about the couple last things on my mind so yea see you all in school

                      Blaine

lets see i really don't know what to write about i had an ok weekend well ok it sucked big monkey ass grace and her friend nicole stopped by on friday night that is a long story to b honest her friend nicole is pretty hott lol but anyway then saterday was just long i pretty much just watched my lil brother all day while my parents were christmas shopping then sunday we went to walmart to get christmas presents for the rest of the family then we had to travel 45 minutes to the other walmart to find a camcorter that they didn't have but i ran into my boss which was cool cuz he is awsome and his 2 1 year olds love me cuz i'm great with kids lol then i came home and watched the eagles win by 1 piont with their 4th string players in lol then on monday it was just a slow day not much happened then taday was boring i went to see the music concert that was borring but i saw bev trip coming off stage and after that i wrapped friut baskets and on the way to gym i made crystals day by giving her a hug then the rest of the day was just slow and just now crystal made me update my xanga for some odd reason lol but yea i don't know what else to say so ima go

                                    Blaine